till we meet again

Back on the bookshelf
I have been place
Another chapter you did face

Left here to be forgotten
Until life becomes to boring
To mundane

Another number in your black book
One you know just when to use

I am sure you have hear my prayers
I am sure you have hear me beg God to turn you from being a player

For years now I have loved you
For who your are
Your stubborn ways
Your depressive chase the world away moods

I
I have seen into you
I have seen you love
You love so completely
But for some reason you are ashamed

I am sure you have hear me begging
Asking you to sTay
Stay with me in this moment just for another day

For years now
I have been standing at the doorstep of your heart
Knocking
Waiting for you to let me in

You only lead me to the window
So I can she inside the love that you so shyly hide

I am sure you have read me words many times before
Asking you what it is that you looking for
What more?

In the time between goodbye until we meet again
I lay awake at night feeling lonely
Feeling some what used

But in the time between good bye and until we meet again.
I realize that I to use you to colour in my life

Goodbye till we meet again

A vicious circle, one that's repeated all over the world, every day. Painful.

disturbing